He said #marrymenow

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I laughed

he said “That’s like date three :p”

I laughed, sent screenshots and one jealous GIF

said this was the fourth time

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he said do you want to be married?

i sent a long explanation I’m not sure I believe in

I said do you want kids

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he isn’t sure

I breath

2am terrified

of marriage, of losing myself, of the unknown

of you

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of my family wanting me to not be single

of my friends wanting me to find the one

of myself

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terrified